Not much lately. Just working and studying. I have gone through a good amount of books this summer which I would recomend. Not much new, God has graciuosly blessed my sister and I with a car. I noticed Most of my bloggs have been when I'm sick.Well glad to say I'm not. I've been talking with a close friend about polotics lately. I'm so sick of our government. Everything has to do with their agenda.It's like were the people ,but they (government) won't listen to us. People started speaking their minds about the health plan. And they call us winers orjust lunatics. We call for them to reveal what are in these so called bills they're passing. Yet they won't or they'll denie whats in them. Meanwhile The Pres.says he'll create more jobs. Yet all around me I see people being layed off or the unexperince being turned down one job after another. We as a people should know whats being done  Everything should be for the people.err.

I've been doing this type of journal thing with a friend. I'd recommend that as well. We do art work and thoughts and games in it. It keeps me from boredom as well as my friend which is good. I think it encourages us that we can write openly about how we feel and we can comment on it. So nice.

Today was ok. I feel kinda sad. Lately I felt that I indimidate people. I don't know why but I do sometimes good thing but mostly bad.I don't know I  might be a little too quite for some people.

I haven't been practicng my Japanese lately.It's kinda hard to if your home and no one else has that same interest. My drawing is getting better but lately I've been having artist block or whatever it's called. So then I been just sketching on and off of random things.

I got a babysitting job along with my sister.This week we hung out with the mom and kids to get used to them.The girl reminds me of my cousin except older, the boy reminds me of a friend back in Tucson. The boy has the prettist eyes.Their blue but his lashes are long and a hint darker than his blond hair. Their both very good kids.the mom is very sweet.

I've been reading the book of Acts and Revelation. To me it's just really amazing how G-d completely turned Sauls (Pauls) heart around. And how he was persecuting Christians and then it' was switched around on him. How he came to love G-d so much that he died for Him. The story of Zacheaus has also interested me. I had two youth pastors talk about it. And it's two perspective's on it. One ttaught how not to let the crowd block your way to Jesus and how we should also be making an effort to G-d. That we should run or climb up a tree to seek Him. And the other was how Jesus saw Zacheaus and how it changed Zacheaus's heart even though he was a sinner and tax collector.That story just makes me so happy.

This week felt kinda long and drawn out.I feel very tired. Oh! I completely forgot to do several things this week.ooo.well gtg.

For those of you who are wondering what's up, who was I for in this election and things that are just daily things. (which aren't many of you.) Here are my opinions. First of all I support our military and the current President Bush.Some things I do not have full understanding of cause I don't have a lot of time to look into it,But I'll tell you what I do know. I hate it when elections come around cause the media always favors someone. Abortion I am completely against no matter what "stage" the fetus is in. I believe that a baby, fetus, is human. God created ALL things. Secondly I hate it when people protest about some animal thats becoming extinct and say it's right to have an abortion. Basically their saying an animals right to live is SOO much more important than a human babies life. That is pretty sad.Genesis chapter 1 verse 26 "Then God said,"Let Us make man in Our image,according to Our likeness; let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over the cattle, over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on earth." Would you kill human at the stage of toddler? (other than serial killers,they don't count.) What difference does it make what stage it is in?! The baby is STILL human!! It has a soul!! I would be proud to have a kid no matter what gender,disability,color or race the baby is. And if you don't want a baby don't have sex!! It's as simple as that! If you were raped, and you don't want the baby have it and give it up for adoption! There's plenty of married couples who can't have kids who would want them. Which leads me to my next topic. Marriage is between 1man and 1 woman. God created it that way! And for those of you who try to change gender, God created you to be what ever you were born as in the first place. God DOESN'T make mistakes!! Psalms chapter 139 verses13-15 "13 For You formed my inward parts; You covered me in my mothers womb.14 I will praise You for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Marvelous are Your works, And that my soul knows very well.15 My frame was not hidden from You, When I was made in secret, And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth." If you want to look it up go for it and might I suggest you read the whole chapter. Part 2 will come shortly.